Monday, October 30, 2006 @10:39 AM
met up with her today at 11.30pm.. the amazing thing is she behaved as if nothing has happened.. although thru out the day, she slapped my chest dunno how many times.. and the fucking thing is she goes telling everything to her mother.. and the worst thing is, they made fun of the whole fucking conversation yesterday..
something like "u tell me how long are u going to endure him??" and before she even answer, i begin to talk non-stop.. well a quarrel is always like this.. 1 party talking, the other shut up.. if both talk at the same time which is highly impossible, it means game over! but the both of them actually says thats funny.. what fucking meaning is this? does it means what i tell her yesterday are mainly bullshit?
and she was telling me that she thinks that that cheebye ke leng kia is useful to her.. her mother always ask him to fix this fix that.. now she goes telling her mother that i dun like the fact that his allowed in her house and yet her parents welcomed him so damn fucking much.. and know what her mother says? she says ok, den what does bk know what to do? she told her that im good at computer.. so it means what? it just simply meaning, im useful as well.. so does it means that she's using me as well?
i seriously dunno how to handle this relationship now.. its toiling me so much that i can't even breathe.. in my opinion, i really want to be with her if that motherfucker gets out of her life.. but that motherfucker has no fucking common sense.. i seriously dunno how his parents brought him up.. must be the lack of family love that caused him to be such a motherfucker.. dunno what kind of fucking parents he has..
and just now, he still goes and msg and call my gf.. keep telling her I LOVE YOU.. all these and that.. i mean how lame can he goes? seriously speaking man.. one fine day when i break up with my gf.. it means i need not give her anymore face.. im gonna whack this fucking ke leng kia.. cos he has really boiled the heat in my body to the max.. i've never hate someone that much before.. to be even more blunt, i need to whack him so that he can wake up.. or in that manner, he will never cause hurt to another girl who had another boyfriend.. motherfucking cheebye.. u better watch your fucking black ass..
