Saturday, October 28, 2006 @1:35 PM
wah lau eh.. really bth her liaox lahx.. although in my heart, i know i still and do love her.. lets put 100% as a mark.. it will be around 70% for now.. but that day she was telling me that we were incompatible.. den the reason was i treat her too good..
at that moment was what the fuck!??!? ok den nvm.. she say she dun like alot of things about me.. but she dunwan to tell me, saying she dunwan me to change.. cos she like the way i am now.. den why in the hell tell me in the first place and left me pondering the whole night? ok nvm.. den she say we somehow got communication problem.. saying what she says, i dun understand.. and what i say, she dun understand.. ok den nvm..
serious, i do love her lots but i dun mind breaking up.. at any point of the time.. there's still this ke leng kia behind trying some hanky panky stuff.. ok also nvm.. so i tell her that maybe she should really serious consider about this relationship.. and den i heard techno.. she slam the phone down.. after which tried calling her phone a few times, she shut it off.. fine! after which i called her house.. kena fucked by her again.. and out of frustration, i also put down the phone which i regretted later..
cos pple who know me well should know that i very soft-hearted towards gf one de.. in the end i send her 1 msg which she didn't even bother to read.. till the next day, i called her at 1.30pm and she finally picked up.. heng nothing goes wrong..
but really bth.. i always thought sheryl was the worst girlfriend i've ever got.. annabelle too.. but it turns out that she seems to have more problems den the both of them.. except she treat me real good.. hahax.. but the problems is so much i cannot tahan.. arghx.. almost every now and den i will question myself : "how the fucking hell did i get myself into this fucking situation?" wondering if that day i tell her i got a girlfriend, would things be so much different?? i dunno.. sighx..
