Thursday, December 07, 2006 @2:20 AM
its been a long time since i update this truth blog of mine.. few things to update though..
been meeting her like 6 times since we breaks off.. everytime without fail, i managed to make her cry.. hahax.. for the first 4 times, i still have some feelings for her.. but this week tuesday when i met her, i slowly discovered my feelings for her is dropping like hell..
until today.. i met her up at 1pm.. went to her house to pick her up.. i saw the ke leng kia's bike at her house.. at that moment, a strong heat rushed up my head.. i dunno why.. i just feel kind of elated when i see that scene.. after that fetch her to my house.. i walked a whole stretch of road without looking back.. when i reached my lift, she's still very far away from me..
reached my house.. i never talk to her like 2 hours.. after that i gave up and talk to her.. at that moment, when i looked at her face, she looked like a complete stranger to me.. i dun even have the slightest feeling left for her.. even when i kissed her that time, i dun feel anything.. all in my head and heart was just to play along this game with her.. anyway i dun lugi wat?!!? hahax.. somehow i feel that im being real cold-blooded..
went to buy some food for her to eat just now.. last time when i reached home and see her, i will feel very happy.. just now i just feel that im looking at a stranger.. or worst still just a fling for me.. send her back around 545pm.. on my bike, i purposely tell her i no more money liaox.. what she said later reached my motive.. she say maybe the bank might be corrupted.. i might just see another $200 in my bank.. hahax.. i know im a cheebye.. but sorry.. i've changed..
she asked me to step into her house for awhile.. after that she said she heard a horn.. that ke leng kia reach her house liaox.. and the funny part is.. i dun feel dulanx.. i even smile at the ke leng kia when i go out to take my bike.. now i just wan him to feel that his girl.. is actually outside flirting with another guy.. hahax.. revenge is indeed sweet.. she's a stranger to me now.. a total one..
I JUST FEEL THAT I AM NOT BOON KIAT ANYMORE.. there is no way anyone can bring the old boon kiat back.. bye boon kiat.. welcome the new one.. mr cold-blooded..
